It has been really nice receiving emails from so many people finding my site. It feels good to give back. I’m at a point in this journey where I can give back now that I have gone through surgery, radiation w/concurrent chemo and am now on pulse therapy going into cycle #3. More significant, as I have found out looking back, is what you go through emotionally and spiritually. I have writtten that my album, River of Faith, is all about that – the songwriting took me from struggling with my circumstances to ultimately accepting them, surrendering and having faith and knowing that God’s plan will carry me through. Being able to share this testimony, even at this point with others who contact me, feels good.

I have received emails from people recently diagnosed and just beginning – people wanting to know what it’s like. I have received emails from folks having a hard time coping and just reaching out to someone else that shares their circumstances. I have communicated with solution seekers like myself – wanting to find information, research documents – whatever it may be to enhance the treatment plan. And, I have received emails from people who just are happy to find my site. You know how good that makes me feel? For a guy who just put up a site about his music – markmillermusic.org – and then added a little /blog to it which evolved into a platform to about primary brain tumors – it’s great. And for me, giving back and helping other people helps me.

On the personal front, things have been pretty good here. I’m still good in terms of being out of the radiation side effects that I was feeling up until mid-November. I do have a pretty bad cold right now which isn’t good when you are on chemo – I need to talk to my neuro-oncologist and find out if we still start up again on Thursday or not. My blood work has been great all along but typically if you have a cold or flu, it’s questionable whether or not you postpone until you are a bit better. We’ll see.

I’m due for an MRI – it’s a 60 day check. This will be the second that I will have had post radiation/chemo over that 6 week period. It should be much clearer than the first. Obviously, the key again is management and to see if it is stable. I have some anxiety but it’s in God’s hands. What can I do? Not much. I’ve prayed and followed the treatment plan! So, that is that. I’ll get into the tube as it were and we’ll see how things are.

That’s it for now but all the emails are great. I’m glad you find the site and information helpful.

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