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Quote of the Day:

I really don't know why it is that all of us are so committed to the sea, except I think it's because in addition to the fact that the sea changes, and the light changes, and ships change, it's because we all came from the sea. And it is an interesting biological fact that all of us have in our veins the exact same percentage of salt in our blood that exists in the ocean, and, therefore, we have salt in our blood, our sweat, and in our tears. We are tied to the ocean. And when we go back to the sea, whether it is to sail or to watch it, we are going back from whence we came.
- John F. Kennedy

The Last Lecture

Inspiration 3 Comments »

Many of you must have learned of Dr. Randy Pausch and his fight against pancreatic cancer.  I recall my wife Rachael recording an episode of Oprah that featured him presenting what he calls his Last Lecture.  Since that episode that aired months ago, he has gained much notoriety and has published a book entitled “The Last Lecture”. 

Randy’s lecture is an amazingly inspirational experience.  I would urge all of you take this in if you haven’t already.  Also, below the video I have placed a link to his update page where he is posting updates on his health.  This is obviously a huge battle and he’s way down the road with it – prayers are always powerful…

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 Randy Pausch’s Update Page

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Test Results

Brain Tumor Treatment 1 Comment »

Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers this week – they are so appreciated. To cut to the chase, my studies came back and showed stability with no growth! Needless to say we are so happy. There are some interesting observations to be made regarding the results that I will get into but the real take away here is that everything is stable and either my treatment is effective or the tumor itself is just not growing. I have discussed before that there is really no way to prove that ongoing chemotherapy is the reason for stability, however, given I had experienced tumor growth between January 2007 and May 2007, had surgery in June and then from that point forward I have had stability we have to assume the radiation and chemotherapy are doing the job along with supplements and other steps I have taken in my life.

Now to the results. I will spare all of you the report details and just paste in the impression section from each study which is the most important.

5/27/08 MRI Brain w/wo and Perfusion MRI

IMPRESSION: NO SIGNIFICANT CHANGE SINCE PREVIOUS EXAMINATION. THE PERFUSION STUDY DOES NOT SUGGEST A HIGH-GRADE LESION. THERE IS A SLIGHT DEGREE OF GADOLINIUM ENHANCEMENT SIMILAR TO PREVIOUS STUDY SUPERIMPOSED ON AREAS OF INTRINSIC HIGH T1 SIGNAL.

This test included essentially two parts – a standard MRI that looks at the tumor anatomically – I always have this every 60 days and that has been coming back stable. A second study was run that I have never had before that is called a Perfusion MRI. This is a special technique for evaluation of microscopic blood flow in cerebral capillaries and venules. It basically creates what is called an MRI perfusion “map” of a high grade brain tumor and demonstrates areas of increased capillary blood volume in the tumor. This technique is used quite frequently to demonstrate areas of a tumor with highest malignancy potential to aid biopsy planning (a biopsy should target the highest malignancy areas because the WHO grade of a tumor is based on the highest grade cells found in the tumor).

Ok, out of breath now but I think it’s good to understand this stuff. You can always blow by all of this stuff if you want of course. So what does this impression above mean – it says that it doesn’t suggest I have a high-grade lesion? Huh?! Well, we know I do. Pathology resulting in a grade 3 oligoastrocytoma dx trumps any imaging studies. However, to put this in simple terms – when a tumor is growing or becoming more aggressive, it requires more blood. To acquire more blood, it needs to increase vascularity (growing more veins basically) which allows more “throughput”. This study says that this isn’t happening. GOOD NEWS! On to the PET scan.

5/28/08 Brain Imaging PET Metabolic

IMPRESSION: THE PET SCAN HAS REMAINED UNCHANGED COMPARED TO THE PREVIOUS EXAMINATION DONE ON 03/15/07. THE LESION IN THE RIGHT POSTERIOR PARASAGITTAL FRONTAL LOBE IS RELATIVELY HYPOMETABOLIC SHOWING UPTAKE APPROXIMATELY EQUAL TO NORMAL WHITE MATTER AND SUBSTANTIALLY LESS THAN GRAY MATTER. THIS WOULD ARGUE AGAINST A HIGH-GRADE NEOPLASTIC PROCESS BUT DOES NO RULE OUT A PERSISTENT LOW GRADE NEOPLASM.

PET stands for Positron emission tomography and is an imaging technique which produces a three-dimensional image or map of functional processes in the body – in this case the brain. Without getting into major details, like the perfusion test above, it will look to see if there is metabolic activity – we want this test to come back showing that my tumor is hypometabolic, not hypermetabolic. Also, what is typically done is the PET “map” that is generated is typically overlayed on top of the MRI scan so the Neuroradiologist can look at anatomic and metabolic views (what the structure is and what it is doing biochemically).

Ok, having said that, no change since my PET scan in March of 2007. This is great news. Also, like the perfusion study, they concluded that this would argue against a high-grade neoplastic process (high grade tumor). Again, we know it is so the take-away here is it’s not growing, it’s stable and metabolically it’s not changing. This is all great news!!

For those interested, here is an image of a Brain PET/MRI fusion:

Brain Pet Fusion

When first looking at these results, it would be easy to think I have a lower grade tumor but that simply isn’t the case. I saw the results and it created confusion at first. I thought “this is odd – this completely contradicts the pathology?” However, I remembered, too, that mixed gliomas can behave like low-grade tumors on film as well – and they can fool many neuroradiologists into thinking they are in fact low grade or even infarcts related to strokes if being discovered for the first time. This is why it was so important that I had everything looked at by UCSF and Mass General back in May of last year.

And speaking of that, it has been a year since I was “officially” diagnosed. We knew well before that time what we were dealing with but the official diagnosis came down in May and here at the end of June it will be 1 year since my craniotomy – and 2 weeks after my craniotomy my 2nd son, Keegan, was born so he will be having his first birthday. Needless to say, we will be having a much calmer June this year than we did at this time last year. It’s hard to even keep things straight when thinking back to last year – it was surreal. But I will say this, we know that we can walk through anything. Our family has endured. And we know that with God’s guidance, we aren’t alone in any of this. This type of trial tests every ounce of your character. It pushed us to what we thought was the brink only to find that it was going to get harder. But we knew that it was temporary as hard as it was – one day at a time we could walk through it. Life is hard sometimes which is why we have to enjoy every day. Are blue birds singing at my window or yours every day?! Nah. But, some days they are! And the more I can focus on the positive in my life, what I have today – my family, my two wonderful boys, a renewed appreciation for the gift of life (really, I think human nature just does this if you are faced with a diagnosis such as mine) and so many other luxuries that many in the world don’t have.

Thank you again for your thoughts and prayers. A big week indeed. I will continue on chemo – we talked about that. It is harder as time goes on – your marrow keeps getting hammered and after awhile it basically says “I keep getting up and then I get hammered again so why should even try recovering anymore!”. Therefore, the fatigue sets in more consistently. But, I’m finishing cycle #8. I want to make it to 12 – 1 year. Then I will finish. Both UCSF and the Neuroscience Institute agree that if I can tolerate the treatment it’s the best course.

Keep on going….

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