As usual it’s the last minute shopping and wrapping for Christmas.  This is a great time of year but it’s also so busy.  In addition,  I started back on treatment using avastin and and valcyte.  As you know, I had to take some time and stop chemo treatment after my bout with the flu to give my marrow time to generate white blood cells.  The week before last I had a DCVax injection and last Friday I went in for an avastin infusion since my counts are back up.  I feel a lot better now that I’m back on treatment using multiple agents.  I have an MRI scheduled for January 8th.  At that point we will be able to more info regarding the small area of enhancement that was seen on the MRI taken while I was in the hospital.  You may recall that MRI report indicated that there was a small area subacute ischemia.  Put simply, this is conjecture on the part of the neuroradiologist but it could be either a small TIA  that occurred in the hospital or it could be tumor.

I have spent time in physical therapy focusing on both my leg and my left arm.   Slow progress but getting there  The same holds true with my left leg.  So, I’m doing as much as I can at this point in time.

A friend of mine pointed me to this interview with Ben Stein on CBS Sunday morning.  The interview actually took place in 2005 with Charles Osgood.   He had some very thought-provoking things to say that I think are very true.  I’m going to  paste majority of this below.  When you think about it what he says is so true.  I won’t provide any commentary because it’s really not necessary.   It speaks for itself.

Also, I wanted to let all of you know that I really appreciate all of the e-mails and comments that you have left on the blog that have encouraged me through this setback.  Even though I can’t respond to all of you know that I really appreciate the encouragement and prayers.

Wishing you all happy holidays

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Herewith at this happy time of year,
a few confessions from my beating heart:

I have no freaking clue who Nick and Jessica are. I see them on the cover of People and Us constantly when I am buying my dog biscuits and kitty litter. I often ask the checkers at the grocery stores. They never know who Nick and Jessica are either. Who are they? Will it change my life if I know who they are and why they have broken up? Why are they so important? I don’t know who Lindsay Lohan is, either, and I do not care at all about Tom Cruise’s wife.

Am I going to be called before a Senate committee and asked if I am a subversive? Maybe, but I just have no clue who Nick and Jessica are. Is this what it means to be no longer young. It’s not so bad.

Next confession: I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees Christmas trees. I don’t feel threatened. I don’t feel discriminated against. That’s what they are: Christmas trees. It doesn’t bother me a bit when people say, “Merry Christmas” to me. I don’t think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it. It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrating this happy time of year. It doesn’t bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersection near my beach house in Malibu. If people want a creche, it’s just as fine with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards away.

I don’t like getting pushed around for being a Jew and I don’t think Christians like getting pushed around for being Christians. I think people who believe in God are sick and tired of getting pushed around, period. I have no idea where the concept came from that America is an explicitly atheist country. I can’t find it in the Constitution and I don’t like it being shoved down my throat.

Or maybe I can put it another way: where did the idea come from that we should worship Nick and Jessica and we aren’t allowed to worship God as we understand Him?

I guess that’s a sign that I’m getting old, too. But there are a lot of us who are wondering where Nick and Jessica came from and where the America we knew went to.

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